I Wonder

Thanks to a darker night, these thoughts crossed my mind this evening.

I wonder...

...do people actually care about me
...would I even be missed
...why I even try to rise above things
...should I even continue to try
...what would happen if I were gone
...should I walk away from it all
...what changes should happen
...what changes shouldn't happen
...is the light at the end of the tunnel the train or the sun